It's been a while when I fall in love with someone. Sometimes, I just wanted to be with him. I just want to be happy, though he's taken already.

Few weeks has past, my former boyfriend texted me. I have no regrets on leaving him because of the same reason that we fought every month. I ignored him every time he tried to win me back.

When will be the time that someone will love and care for me? Understand me in my job? And staying at my side in every problems I have in life? 

I think I'm falling for someone right now. He's nice but I have to know him better. Wishing that he's the ONE.

                                      Falling In Love With The Right Guy

When I met you,

Our path crossed 

I just thought we could be friends

But you told me if we could to have a relationship.

Time has past

I realized that I fell in love with you

But there's rejection on your part

I kept on longing for your love

Will you make me happy?

Or will you make me cry?

Everytime I'm falling for someone,

I believed he's the one

Falling in love with the right guy,

Is it possible to happen?

Longing for someone's love and affection,

Hoping to find happiness forever

I used to stay awake around midnight when I was working in a BPO company years back. But when I started blogging, I went back to my habits.. staying up late, just to finish some stuffs before hitting the sack around 2 am. I'm just a nocturnal baby. Getting some ideas while I'm having my midnight snack is in my daily routine already.

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Several months ago, I kept on thinking of all the things happening to me. Abundance and luck, struggles yet betrayal. But when it comes to love, it fades away all of my problems. I fell in love with a guy that he makes me smile everyday. Recently, I think I'm falling out of love because of the things he did to me.

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Every night, I love to listen to my favorite songs before I hit the sack. There's a lot of songs that reminds me of someone who makes me happy everyday. I like listening to Coheed and Cambria's "Wake Up". Here's one stanza of the said song inspired to hold on to my feelings with you:

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Several months ago, after deciding to leave the one I loved for almost two years of unpredictable relationship, I fell in love with someone who makes me happy everyday. He was a nice person, though there are some hindrances between the two of us.

After we became close for some reasons, I still can't get enough of him. I dunno why. Is this love or infatuation?

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It's a gloomy and rainy Sunday morning.  Again, I reviewed some old poems I wrote 5 or 6 years ago. I felt the urge to edit them so I can share more to you guys.  I'd appreciate comments, reactions and even corrections.  I hope you'll like this one.

Breakfast (with Arthur)

I didn't notice

the sun’s warmth

kissing my skin.

My mind is floating

while staring at you.

Silently, you would

touch my cheeks

as I bury my sight

on your French toasts.

I passed the syrup

while I wonder

how your tea would

taste like without

the milk, without me,

would you still drink it?

we uttered no words,

but eyes are conversing -

a breakfast of promises.

as you place your ticket

on the table, your hands

conquered mine, quivering.

gripping it hard

is like crushing my soul.

assuring that distance

will not stop us

from sharing breakfast

together, never!

I said, to wait for you

is like waiting

for these sandwiches,

hunger will grow more

in anticipation.

uncertainties will add

bitterness,

yet the waiter

seems to care less

Fate will be the waiter

and my breakfast will

always be any morning

i will never know

when, nor will I

really be having.

I ate silently,

for later tonight,

I need the energy

to force myself

not to cry.

-ed

I wrote this poem on October 8, 2004.  I edited it tonight as I felt that there are certain lines that I felt weren't able to show what I really want.  8 years ago, I might not know how to express how I felt at that time.  Seeing this old poem and remembering the past, I figured out what was missing and perhaps after another 8 years, I might again edit this piece until it achieve its perfection.  Hope you'll like this.

PED XING


in school you learned
to stop and look

from left to right
before crossing
the street.

remembering
to stop on red

and walk on green.
you were cautioned

to be careful.
stepping on

the white stripes
your shadow's a-
head of you then

stopped on red
then walked on green.

years would pass like
turning pages,
like blurring hues

of speeding cars.
you bravely dared

cross each speeding curse
you've forgotten
what was once taught

to stop on red
walk on green.

hit by a bus,
like a bee rushing
you saw what's comming

that "courage" is neither a virtue
nor "trust", a friend

breathless,
you ran on red
you now rest on green.

It's been a long time since I started writing poems several years ago. In my free time, I make sure whenever I want to create love poems and a cup of coffee...it always make me complete as a person.

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